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Kamu positif.

Semenjak pandemi, setiap kali orang menyebut kata positif, muaranya pasti satu, Covid-19.  Hanya pada masa ini kata positif bermakna negatif. Positif yang seharusnya bermakna baik, kerap ditakuti karena kau akan dikira berpenyakit.  Aku sendiri tak menyangka akhirnya terserang virus ini. Ternyata benar, kau tak akan memercayai sesuatu sampai itu terjadi padamu. Bukan aku tidak percaya, tapi aku abai. Seharusnya, prokes terjaga dengan ketat: mencuci tangan, pakai masker, menjaga jarak. Jujur, poin ke-3 sering membuatku lalai. Saat bekerja, aku dan teman-teman sering lupa bahwa harus ada jarak diantara kami. Karena di masa pandemi kau harus selalu berasumsi bahwa sekitarmu terinfeksi. Bukan. Tujuannya bukan agar kau takut, tapi bagi beberapa orang ada keluarga yang harus dilindungi.  Sejak awal aku sudah menduga akan positif sambil berpura-pura hanya demam biasa. Ada orang tua yang harus kupastikan baik-baik saja. Tapi karena pekerjaan, aku memutuskan untuk menjalani tes dan siap dengan

To you, take care.

It was my most heart-breaking feeling of all time. I was grieving like losing one most important thing. I never thought, loving could be so hard. I never thought, loving can hurt so much. ----------------------------------- It was one of the most wonderful days I ever had. Falling in love so deep with someone I never thought would mean so much. I knew this gotta be something. We went thru day by day in separate ways. Yet, we knew we built such a deep trust to each other. Spending some quality time by the end of the week was always great. We spent the days, weeks, months, together apart. Never have we ever got into big fights. Only small argue, little jealousy, continuous longing.. We both were the greatest supporters to one another. We depended on mutual understanding. Thank God, it worked quite a while. I thought, we both could beat the whisper, that what goes in separate ways will never find its way. I guess my selfish love came across. The amount of longing I was collectin