It was my most heart-breaking feeling of all time. I was grieving like losing one most important thing. I never thought, loving could be so hard. I never thought, loving can hurt so much.
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It was one of the most wonderful days I ever had. Falling in
love so deep with someone I never thought would mean so much. I knew this gotta
be something.
We went thru day by day in separate ways. Yet, we knew we
built such a deep trust to each other. Spending some quality time by the end of
the week was always great. We spent the days, weeks, months, together apart. Never
have we ever got into big fights. Only small argue, little jealousy, continuous
longing.. We both were the greatest supporters to one another. We depended on
mutual understanding.
Thank God, it worked quite a while.
I thought, we both could beat the whisper, that what goes in
separate ways will never find its way. I guess my selfish love came across. The
amount of longing I was collecting was already too much I couldn’t handle.
Perhaps, my selfish love struck.
People were right. Don’t ever make decision when you’re mad.
Understanding was no longer there.
This time, we both really walked on separate ways.
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I thought time would heal the pain, and the love. I was
wrong. Despite all the grief left, even time made it still strong. I tried
couple times. We did, too.
But I guess, love just doesn’t find its way between us two.
I wish you happiness in every step you take and every
decision you make. To you, take care.
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